I feel like my entire life is just waiting for AF.
Oh well.
I saw Dr Curly mid-January and it was informative. I’m definitely glad I brought things to his attention otherwise it would have been lost in the shuffle. My next protocol will remain the same except I will suppress with marvelon and suprefact. Yes. The marvelon madness will be back. I already feel bad for Nanuq. Ha!!! The little follicle that was growing was not supposed to happen so we are doubling down this time. It does mean a longer fet cycle but all I seem to have is time. If this transfer doesn’t work, he will look into what else could be causing this. On the bright side, he will do my transfer next time. The last time he was around my last bits it hurt like hell. Fingers crossed next time is better!
Who knew it would be this hard?
My family doctor had me start taking B12, it can’t hurt can it?
I have been mostly non-stressed in life and at work. Mostly. I had a bit of a breakdown at work on Friday. The incessant demands get to me. Plus my new employee completely struggles with time. I almost lost it when she missed a meeting and a deadline. I slept it off and I’m committed to getting back to my happy place. I will continue meditating and learning to focus my mind.
One of the neat things about this year is that I have been cooking up a storm. It’s what I do on Sunday nights and it has been very successful. Well. Except for the vegetarian chili where I added turkey. Mind you, it was a taste success but a vegetarian failure. I have this great sense if accomplishment when I’m done. I’ve managed to freeze a lot of food. Why? When I take some time off post transfer, I will have food ready to go!
I had a weird dream last night about my awesome winter will coat. Random. I know.
Not much else to say. I’ve been avoiding fertility boards and happy to focus my life elsewhere. When it warms up, I’m going to learn to kill people. Or do yoga. Or maybe both! What?!?!! 🙂
All in all, I’m in a better place and I hope this positivity impacts my future embryo in the best way possible!